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superb owls

Superb Owls: A Tale of Talking Twice  My friend suggested a work around for certain commercial terms that one must not utter in early winter. Instead of talking about an oversized bowl filled with football players, we talk about superb owls who don’t get fined by the NFL. It was on Superb Owl Sunday this February past that I said what I had felt convicted say. It was the culmination of a long weekend spent learning to let go. I had *locked my hopes for a different future securely to posts from our past. The bands inscribed “Beloved” formed silver linings along these clouds of broken promise. I cried and prayed a little, sitting in one of the old wooden swings. I'd held my firstborn there. I reflected on all my years that light had seen. Then I hurled the contents of my stomach onto the cold, damp sand. I think I had the flu. ~*~ I rehearsed what I might say all along the two-hour way. I wanted to build an olive bridge. We made the exchange as decreed by law and then I spoke my part...

No, No, Pinocchio

Grab that puppet  Snip its strings Dip the nose in Kerosene  Strike some matches  Watch them gleam   The puppet is drinking Gasoline  Flames leap lively,  Light reveals Wooden liar boys Can never be real 

Less A Lie

Yes Yes  She is less Less  Of  a  Lie  Than  Me

trending: telling the girl what to do

Girl, wash your face and count to three...(he ran to someone who wasn’t me). Girl, stop apologizing and just breathe...(this is where you see you're free). Girl, open your eyes wide and see... (fairytales are cautionary). Girl, wash your face or leave and make do...(streaked mascara as a face tattoo). Girl, stop apologizing for wrongs that aren’t yours...(salvage the damage and build a door). Girl, open your eyes and take a look...(it’s about time to write that book). ~~~*~~~ :: One year and a handful of months later, I wrote on the last page of my Morning Pages journal today. It is literally time to start a fresh chapter, and even a whole new book ::