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hindsight


Hindsight, you speak

as clearly as you see.


It was all too much,

these words hurled at me. 




I have collected each kindling line


and here, set them aflame. 


There is music in the crackling, the burning and

 lifting away




I hum along, louder now:




 "... it is well..."


 LAST YEAR WITH LARRY


(by Larry, with his phone






You are a psycho. Everyone knows it
You are just someone I use to know
You are not a VERY stable person.


Your family is a cult. You will lie and cheat to get your way. 


You attack anyone that disagrees with you




You are on the bi-polar kick today I see. You really need some help


I’m not saying that to be mean. You really need to get checked out




I just simply no longer loved you
Less of you is more for me
You are just crazy
Get in the real world


Nope. I’m not going down your crazy rabbit hole.




You were the problem in this marriage. I now believe that 1000%.


You are not mentally stable and have major issues. 


I pray for our kids you get help.




I’m sorry I hurt you. I hope you forgive me one day. I’ve never wanted to hurt you


You’re a sick individual.





If you only knew what some people close around you thought about your actions
You failed our kids so much
We both know who you are
Getting a police report
You’ve made all of this so much harder than needed


Your son doesn’t even want you to know where he’s going. Now that’s sad




I don’t care why you left. I’m just thankful you did. 


You can be someone else’s bat shit crazy girl. I’m good




Your are not a good person and thankfully others have started to see this.
You failed me and our kids.


I divorced you because your bat shit crazy, I didn’t love you anymore




I’m not mad at you. I don’t hate you. I still pray for you daily.






I wish you would just listen, 


but you fancy yourself on thinking your the smartest person in the room.


You’ll answer to someone one day


Your a hateful person and someone I no longer have room for in my life.




It will be a glorious day when we no longer have much interaction.




Then you add your nasty family on top of that. 


To be honest you can thank your family for 75% of divorce






No I know my neglect played apart I see that now




Your a nasty human
Your petty


I hope one day in your life you will listen.


 It cost you so much by just not listening to people


I need you out of my life because you are a negative person and then manipulator and just a badperson




I love you and want to work on US so bad




You are your daddy’s girl.


Daddy finally gave baby girl the wrong advice
You are a liar
You are the biggest fraud
Your really starting to lose it
You need mental help


lunatic



I regret the mean comments I definitely didn’t mean them 


And wish I could take them back




You are sick. You need help
You will never understand
dumb ass
They don’t like you
I don’t want to see you




I don’t recognize who you have become. You are not the person I married


To be honest what am I losing? A manipulator, liar , a cheater




You are walking out on this family. 


Hiding behind the BS child abuse narrative.




I hated our marriage. It was an disaster at best.


 I'm glad you finally listened and left




I neglected you. I am sorry. Period Now you have to deal with that. It’s your choice


You are the liar


You absolutely are a bad person. 


You are a liar


You are a liar and always have been
You are a adult. Act like one




Same ole K. You can’t be trusted


11:33 on Friday and you are out and a bout
You have self worth issues


You have self beauty issues








I really apologize for my words. I am being honest
If I could take them back I would.

Unreal you are all over the place


Integrity is really not your strong point




My only request is you come HOME. I will meet all your request
You are safe
We need to attend church regularly
We need family time






The locks have been changed.






Your son plans to testify against you


You are such a fraud


Y’all are a cult and I plan to expose it




I will never neglect your love again
I will never use a negative word to describe my best friend again
I will apologize to our kids about tearing you down




And explain how that was wrong




For the most untrustworthy person in my life. You sure do love that word
You can’t even do math
Hope ur new man will love you from jail.
You just wait.


I was never your love




I can honestly say, you never loved me like I loved you




Those words were anger word that are not meant
Your value dropped long ago in my eyes.




I love you but


I absolutely hate everything about you. 


You are just a bat shit crazy piece of poop.


 I can't wait to be back in court


You are a complete psycho. You really need help




Your kids absolutely hate you. I wish it wasn't that way. 


I really hope for all y'all sake it doesn't last forever.




Get ready to spend some serious cash. 


I will sell everything I have to stop you




You're crazy
I don't love you




Hate to see the non code house have to be torn down. Your choice
Stop being an ass. Get over yourself. 



It will take me time to understand you do want this.
You could have stopped it





She knows more about me than you ever will know.


You know me better than anyone



You are and always have been a lair.



I can’t believe I stayed 20yrs with you . What a waste of my life.
If you only knew what most people thought about you





Can’t believe you felt unloved.



You know I really don’t want the kids to see you arrested 


by the police no matter what you say to them they’re going to arrest you. 


Whether you’re right or wrong they are going to process you
Then you’re going to sit in there for a minimum of 


probably 24 hours before you can get bailed out



I can honestly say for 20 years, through it all I LOVED you, but I question that now


I hope you get married, pregnant or something so you will leave me the hell a lone





I love you k and I will with all my soul until that last paper is signed
Just so you hear it from me first. I'm getting married again Oct 12th
She knows about you.
She’s an amazing girl and is beyond amazing to our kids. 




She is the most drama free girl I’ve ever met
I’m in love with her. We plan to get married in March of next year


I’m in MAJOR love with her. She is my new world.


Your kids absolutely love her and she is really nice to them




Plus I've never talked to anyone 


while we were married or even attempted too





Your son hates you


So nice to not be married to a kid any more.
The real world is so much better these days




It’s on now. I’m going after everything and everyone.


It’s officially a WAR now.


Wait the kids will be testify next go around




During this process, what I knew and thought about you 


has been confirmed by me and others





I care NOTHING about you and I mean NOTHING


I’m definitely ok in the love department





I hope you get help so the kids can LOVE you too


you better be prepared




I pray you will find someone that will love you


I love GOD and have him in the right place in my life


If this is what it takes for me to feel true love or happy. 


Than GOD give it to me. 


It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life; 


for I am not better than my fathers.






You’ve made discarding 20 years very easy.


I really feel sorry for you.


get a fucking life


sorry ass mom





If you could hit a re-boot button or re-do button, would you?


~~~





Dear Larry, 


       No. 


Sincerely,


         ~k