i prayed a prayer not too long ago that simply went like this: "Melt me, melt my cold heart and help me to feel again." Then like the sweating of a great block of ice in the desert, the crying jags began. More than frequent and in public places, I couldn't dam my eyes though I tried. I laughed through tears, understanding that I was, indeed, melting. When I thought " I'm Melting" I thought too, of the Wicked Witch who cried those same words when she was doused with water. I thought of MY own wicked witch , within. I smiled some more, though I was still crying quite a bit, for I thought "My wicked witch is melting away, thanks to all this watering." I then began to emit impurities, like silver in a refinery. I pointed fingers and named names and it all burned to ashes. I felt lighter of my burden than I had in some time and like fine silver, I allowed myself to see it all as added value to my worth. I don't know where I am headed, or what is ov...